| And you may find yourself living in a shotgun shack / And you may find yourself in another part of the world / And you may find yourself behind the wheel of a large automobile / And you may find yourself in a beautiful house, with a beautiful wife / And you may ask yourself, "Well, how did I get here?" / Letting the days go by, let the water hold me down / Letting the days go by, water flowing underground / Into the blue again, after the money's gone / Once in a lifetime, water flowing underground / And you may ask yourself, "How do I work this?" / And you may ask yourself, "Where is that large automobile?" / And you may tell yourself, "This is not my beautiful house" / And you may tell yourself, "This is not my beautiful wife" / Letting the days go by, let the water hold me down / Letting the days go by, water flowing underground / Into the blue again, after the money's gone / Once in a lifetime, water flowing underground / Same as it ever was, same as it ever was / Same as it ever was, same as it ever was / Same as it ever was, same as it ever was / Same as it ever was, same as it ever was / Water dissolving and water removing / There is water at the bottom of the ocean / Under the water, carry the water / Remove the water from the bottom of the ocean / Water dissolving and water removing / Letting the days go by, let the water hold me down / Letting the days go by, water flowing underground / Into the blue again, into the silent water / Under the rocks and stones, there is water underground / Letting the days go by, let the water hold me down / Leting the days go by, water flowing underground / Into the blue again, after the money's gone / Once in a lifetime, water flowing underground / You may ask yourself, "What is that beautiful house?" / You may ask yourself, "Where does that highway go to?" / And you may ask yourself, "Am I right, am I wrong?" / And you may say to yourself, "My God, what have I done?" / Letting the days go by, let the water hold me down / Letting the days go by, water flowing underground / Into the blue again, into the silent water / Under the rocks and stones, there is water underground / Letting the days go by, let the water hold me down / Letting the days go by, water flowing underground / Into the blue again, after the money's gone / Once in a lifetime, water flowing underground / Same as it ever was, same as it ever was / Same as it ever was, look where my hand was / Time isn't holding up, time isn't after us / Same as it ever was, same as it ever was / Same as it ever was, same as it ever was / Same as it ever was, same as it ever was (I couldn't get no rest) / Same as it ever was, hey let's all twist our thumbs / Here comes the twister / Letting the days go by (same as it ever was, same as it ever was) / Letting the days go by (same as it ever was, same as it ever was) / Once in a lifetime, let the water hold me down / Letting the days go by, water flowing underground

antilumen's corner

welcome
i'm antilumen, A.K.A gol, golemty
this is my little corner (W.I.P)* and by W.I.P, i mean it -- most pages are barren and unrepresentative of their final version. see: about me where i share various things
i write about games, movies, songs, and whatever else comes to mind

thank you for coming and i hope you enjoy your stay

Latest changes & updates (7/24/2026)
few articles have been released since last update, go check them out. bit burnt out on writing nonfiction -- will eventually cover other videogames (plan on writing about gmod + the stanley parable and how broken games cant exist anymore) but may pause for now since i am prioritizing other things (like music, reading -- Gravity's Rainbow, god bless my soul -- and fitness). wrote another song also. again, dm to see

i have to admit the past few weeks have been rainy ones and night-time thoughts have crept into day* i want to say that there's a personal index of mine -- the SJS/D index, or the Silver Jews Songs per Day index. lower? good day. content. higher? well... . may open up a more personal blog section because of this (so i can append shorter pieces and paragraph-long diatribes/rants to there). thank you sincerely to those who have read any of my works and stuck by -- however tangentially -- it really is appreciated